I'm stressed out just because of you! Don't you get it? I've my own life! And I bet you too. So just please, I'm tired of everyday hearing the same words that you said, and you will just put all the blame on me. We will argue the same things EVERYDAY and you will start to talk craps. Then I'm the only one that should talk nicely to you till you get better while I'm freaking stressed out just because of this. Could you just understand my life? I want to move on, open a new book & start a new life. Love? Maybe one day I'll have a new man in my life but not for awhile cause I'm fear of love, fear of falling in love again after the stupid guy has left me alone & get back with his ex-girlfriend. Oh God Al-mighty, please let me enjoy what I've got and get what I want before I die. I'm begging you to please understands me. I know that you loves me and you want me in your life. But how can I if you kept on saying those stupid things over and over till it drives me crazy like fucking moron? Oh my God (!) I love you but you make me hate you eventhough I'm not hating you cause you deserve better more than me. If God's will, you will get a true love and stay till the end of time. Thanks for making my life so meaningless. I owe you!